Avoiding homework results in me writing fanfiction.
I wrote the first chapter to a new Gale/Madge centered story.
I don’t know where god is leading me right now all I know is that I am terrified but it’s a good terrified. He is truly stretching me and asking me to step out in faith and stop letting fear control my life.
If you know me, you know that fear is probably my biggest obstacle. I do not do many things that scare me, I guess I’ve been let down and hurt and I’ve failed too many times. Therefore, I play it safe in every aspect of my life.
Just the thought of going on a 3 month missions trip this fall scares me to death. I want to cry just thinking about it, i am so terrified. But I feel like god might be calling me in that direction. I have to pray about it some more and really give him everything.
Fear holds me back from so much and I have no reason to be scared. If our god is for us, then who could be against us?





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